Kenneth's Blog

Farewell Assembly

2011-09-30T04:53:00.001-07:00

I look ugly in this photo, but i think its still nice :) finally took a photo with her, haha, we both agree that it's not nice, but never mind.

Today was graduation day, for me and the rest of sec 4 and 5. All graduating classes need to perform their experience on stage, for us we did a dance, from Jabbawockeez - Champion for charity - Robot Remains... and Their master mix of Apologise. and the whole class dance Teenage Dream. Other classes perform very well too, I'm impressed by the improvements since our first rehearsal. Had alot of fun today. Brought my camera, though its not professional but it takes pictures.. had alot of photos, all are precious to me, I waited graduation for 5 years, and to think of it, my sec one days are like yesterday. time flies... hahah i can't really explain my feelings now, even now, hours after FA, I'm still very emotional, thinking about life after secondary, and how i will miss all the past where i have such loving form teacher, Miss serene tan xue ni. I will never forget her, Once a Mentor, Always a Mentor. All the crazy shit we did, she put it up, and the fun we had, she enjoyed with us, all the sadness, we went through hand in hand... My class 5A will always be in my heart, Loves Kenneth:)

Together Forever

2011-09-07T04:23:00.000-07:00

Baby girl you're all
That I'm thinking of
You put this feelin inside of me
It says you are the one
Yeah, the only one
I couldn't help myself but put it in words
You are the sunshine in my life, girl
And you know, I'd say it over again
Nothin could ever tear us apart
Lemme tell you babe

All of my life I've been searchin for that one
And now that you've come to me I don't have to run
Chasin' all the girls while I'm hangin' with my crew
Now it's all about just me and my boo
Everyday 'n everynight it just goes on
That's how much love I have for you girl I'm so sprung
Baby this was meant to be, it's such a blessin'
Cuz we will be together, forever

As I look above
Thankful for your love
Two thirty you will be callin' me
When I pick you up
We'll go to the park
Ain't nothin better than being with you girl
You are the sunshine in my life girl
And you know, I'd say it over again
Nothin could ever tear us apart
Let me tell you babe

Bein' inside of you is so heaven in my heart
The way you say my name I know you feel the same girl you are my one
And the only one
That's why you're my baby
And this is what I have to say...

Yo, listen
I love you down in every way
It doesn't matter baby everyday
From the bottom to the top have it'cho way
It's all about the way you feel baby
Wanna make it like extacy
To where you're sayin' my name softly
And we can take it down south baby
Any freakin' route as long as you and I can be as one, hey
You know I do it all for you you're my boo that's true wanna let the world know you're my baby
Got a lotta love comin' from above and I thank him everyday, it's the T-O-P
I don't wanna be without your love
Through the push 'n shove you're all I ever wanna be thinkin' of

I am legend

2011-09-04T08:37:00.001-07:00

now its 11.38 pm, i still awake, can't go to sleep, for some reasons i dun know. gonna close after posting this, and try to sleep. Just now watched ' I am Legend ' on channel 5 nice movie, hope i could be a legend,

today did not text her much, but its okay. cause we were busy studying :)

for now nights

No Suitable Title

2011-09-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

I really dunno what to say now, kinda bored, kinda tired, its all ups and downs and left and right. so for this post, there is no suitable title. top up my card yesterday, now need to use another 50 days, or else i have to save up for the next one.

forgot to post on my birthday, so well, thats another year gone. I'm 17 already. no present received, oh well, that clearly show how much i mean to others, sometimes i envy how my friends celebrate other people birthdays, they spent time thinking what to buy, plan everything even all chip in to buy a cake, whereas for me, nvm i dun want publicity. I didn't even tell them, cause its bad to ask people buy present for you. Oh well.

yesterday watched smurf, with friends. it was great, well someone says she is not pretty yesterday so, ya not pretty luh. they planned to prank someone, but failed, instead he was pissed, damn gay luh.

today, went school for chemistry test,, i think i did pretty well but i can do much better, wonder how much i get, after that we head to hall for the farewell rehearsal, they say till now we are the best they seen, a great relieve for our efforts. our efforts are not in vain, and someone said i dance very well today! pranked wen xin just now and i feel bad, hahaha. then i ask someone if she knew who i really liked. she say she dunno and dun wanna know, Frankly speaking, now, i really like no one, i'm just at peace, i dun wanna like anyone cause, i feel i dun need to, if i do. i would become jealous about anything, when she is not even my girlfriend, so its kinda not the right time to like anyone right now, kinda heartening when i'm writing this. because i know, now, i'm really at peace.

Speaking about myself, i feel inferior to other guys, they look much better than me, they have more money than me, they are more smarter than me, i feel im lacking every bit of everything a basic guy needs, now i'm really being emotional. Whenever i try to be my best, other guys would be better. take for example, i met this girl, not going to say who, she treats me good, she says im the best, i start to like her, she laughed, then one day, i mess with her itouch, went into her photos, and i found photos of another guy, i was kinda speechless, then i asked her, she then finally said she like another guy, and said i wasn't really that good, well, truth known, and its not the first time, and each time i told myself everything will turn out fine, well its not the case. someone told me " why keep thinking of the past? memories are left for us to remember and not to recall ", well, sometimes its a really good memory which just have a bad ending, Great shattered memories, i prefer to call it as, and i wanna avoid it. I like what is happening now, everything is good, but for how long? I wanna protect what i have now, i would do it at any cost, now its great, and my biggest fear is losing it, how would anyone know how i feel?

Long ago, when i was in my primary school days, my family were very poor, my mum works and my dad works too, they didn't earn much, but still provide us with education, food was not so awesome, sometimes its just egg and porridge, probably soya sauce, then my dad fall sick, really sick, my mum quit her job to help dad, we dun have income at all, my dad is on the verge of dying, luckily he is still alive, and when he recover, he started his own company, and going through all this i was a very naughty child, i create trouble in school everyday, and i got beaten everyday, until my dad fall sick i finally realise the meaning of nearly losing someone, i felt i haven done much for him but i create trouble all day. finally when i was at primary 6 i worked very hard on my studies totally no trouble that year, finally end of the year my dad recover and i bring him a splendid result, though i was not top student but i did my best, until now, my dad worked really hard for today to happen, we eat better meals, we can frequently go resturant. even to the point my mum can sit at home be a full time house wife, what i have today is all the hard work from my dad, and i learnt to protect it, just like me wanting to protect what i have now, if you feel me.

Happiness

2011-08-29T04:47:00.001-07:00

So damn happy right now, cause someone said something which makes me very happy, long time since being really happy, now we are quarreling because we are fighting to see who can make who more happy, though i can make her more happy than i do hahah!!!!

Today, someone called me pig again! Text her all day long, afternoon went to play pool with my brother and rafi, though is was short lived but it was fun, long time since i touched the cue, then rush to sean's condo just to realise that function room was booked, then worst is yazid is not picking up calls nor replying our messages, so here is the conclusion, on wed we are doing our stuff and when we are going to and will screw up. fingers are going to be pointed at one guy, too bad! least give us a reason. then finally, after trying of getting a syncho card, i finally got 1, but cant use it.. Its still okay :) then reached home, and now this laptop,

Well it seems bright for me now, I hope to keep it this way. going to listen to songs and viewing those past messages i sent to her, haha!!

Typical Day

2011-08-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

hummm, how do I start? yesterday I went study with friends at Gek Poh Mac, was like so damn cold luh, freeze us all,manage to finish chemistry all that, unlike someone who ask her friend to draw my hand not once but twice, Its a nice 'INK' though. then brought yu-gi-oh cards, shit never get the cards i want, waste money. Today was great, though no enough sleep, haha played games on itouch with my brother, haha, then head to office then help dad wash car, i swear the car damn big luh, so hard to wash, then head to dinner, lucky today no rain or else my efforts are wasted, then at home bored myself, haha first time i receive a text from her saying she miss me, dunno real anot ley, but i believe her luh.

There is something i wanna share, few facts about boys, First, boy will always find a girl to text, no matter what. second, boys text girls for a reason, because that boy likes or is interested in that girl, third, boy ask girls if she miss him because he already did. fourth, boys will always reply girl's text no matter what he is doing unless in the toilet. fifth, Boys will never give up, especially when there is hope, sixth, boys hate girls who flirt, (cause i have bad experience before). seventh, boys always remember girls who play them. hahah thats all i can think of, im in my bro room, so damn hot....

When a boy loves a girl, it could just be the best thing ever to both of them.

finally, Love me or hate me, benefits me either way, when you love me, you will always be thinking about me, when you hate me i'm always on your mind. I saw this on my friend's wall and its quite true...

Typical but special

2011-08-24T06:03:00.000-07:00

Probably someone is finding it's way to my blog, she told me throught SMS, she say she is smart, :)
currently watchIng HK movie kind messy I dunno what it's saying, boring, humm actually I look forward to go school each day beside being with my friends i can see her too :) school has never been this good before. Had to admit I haven touched basketball for a long time already. Hope to play after O levels. Quite tired now nothing to do, she called me to blog so I think it's a great idea so I did but now kind nothing to say humm wish me luck for tmr oral

Cleared

2011-08-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

I just cleared my posts... cause to you all they might be my past but to me, its just my pathetic past which i dun wanna ever see again, i start to think how funny i was and how i was but what is the use? today is weekend and i spent almost half my day in school doing maths test? though it sucked, but in other sense, meaningful. I brought my deck to school, and true enough, my friends brought too, played alot of rounds today, yet someone say "so fast?' haha. Someone is in town right now.. this hour, lol!!!, she sure is crazy, LOL....Humm, my birthday is coming soon, i'm saving money for a feast, or probably treat myself to something, yet to be decided... tmr i start revising subjects I am weak in like, physics, english, social studies, and chinese... probably maths abit... I love my dragunity deck however i should concentrate on studies but least let me get my synchro cards, hahah... so on a happy note i end this post :)

Long Time Since

2011-08-19T06:05:00.001-07:00

its been quite a while since i last post, many things happen, all for some reasons, i brought a card deck on 18/8/2011, due to influences from my friends. Awesome cards... B4 for my chinese 'O' level, i suck, so without second thoughts, i decide to re-take.
how would i say this... i texted someone recently, it was great, and turn out that person became special to me. thinking of that person every once a while... but i'm not too sure to say, so just leave it this way. Had to apologise if my messages were sent too late... busy with this and that but no matter how busy i am, i still will reply...
These days I eat less to save money, for what? I dont have any clue about it... I just save for sake of saving... so it could become a habit... :) I always wondered how many people actually took the time to type my blog address and spent time reading.... I think not many... those who read are mostly my haters... Idk who so dont worry haters, i know you hate me, but i still dont know you. well someone told me that she know the existence of my blog.. so to promote that, i decide to post right after she said, haha, bet she is reading this someday, somehow...